transformation
Last year (2020) I finished college, I studied law, but I didn't like it. So, during the course I turned myself to drawing, while I was going through some bad stuff at the time. It was just for fun and I never expected that I would work with it. At the end of the year (2020) i was planning to get in master's degree course, but I didn't pass. Facing this frustration I started to think about tattooing. The idea came up as an daydream, but for some reason I grabbed at if my life depended on it. At this point, I talked with my cousin, who is a tattoist in other state. He said he'd help me and teach what I needed to know to become an tattoo artist. So I packed up and traveled to Osasco/SP (the distance is about 1200 miles from where I live - Aracaju/SE). So, my cousing recieved me in his house and let me go with him in his tattoo studio, where I could watch him work and he'd give me some lessons too. This experience was very important for me, because I had the chance to hold a tattoo machine and risk over artificial skin. After I learned what he had to taught me, he let me tattoo his leg, and then I tattooed myself! It was insane, I was scary to hurt myself so I almost didn't had the courage to do it. Anyway, now I'm back to my city and I'm building my own studio. I'm very insecure about many things, about the future, if this is going to work out for me. Sometimes I think that I was impulsive making this decision, specially because I didn't studied art or drawing. I'm studying it now, but I feels like I'm late and I wont be cappable to make it. Well, let's see what the future holds.